I don't do this often in fact this the first time i have ranted on DA. Recently i have been sick alot and combined with doing nothing at home staying home sick i ended up drawing alot. Normal. but as i worked and worked i realized how bad my work really was, i watched hundreds of tutorials and looked at some of my favorite artists for inspiration along with tips. but just today i worked 5-6 hours on ifrit and another coloring of my medieval linart only to throw everything away. 6 hours of work!! @.@ School has got me stressed enough with a couple exams coming up and i cant seem to do anything right. i have 4 days left until the end of Dea's contest and im still NO WHERE!! I see my favorite artists and no matter how hard i work i cant get the same quality or beauty. Im kind of depressed looking at my art, but i will keep moving forward and i will keep on drawing FOREVER. Thanks for listening (reading)
-JP